Sunday, October 19, 2008

Oh noooo, tommorow is monday and again in school

Oh my god, I`m sitting in front of computer and thinking about school. I can`t believe. Two free days and again in school for five days. I know, It`s not so much but I can`t be there for 7 school hours and listening teachers. It`s terrible. I hope I will come tomorrow in school and spend that 7 hours in some other classes. It`s terrible. Anyone here knows how can make me feel great in school? Please tell me if you know.

Hehe, hope to get fast answers!

Dennis

We have hard life - Part II

This is 2nd part of my post "We have hard life". In first part I was talking about how much I wanted to get brother. I got him. And also, he was born like deaf person. In this part I will continue with writing how we render that bad news and how we were militating with doctors.
After we got that news that my brother is deaf, we were searching on internet, asking other people and watching on TV about deafness. My brother was only 10 months old and he did not know what`s going on. After few months doctors told to us that my brother can go on operation and get Cochlear implant (that`s device with 2 parts, one part which is IN head and one part which in ON head). Also, he couldn`t go on operation tommorow-for week-month...He needed wait to be 4 years old boy. That 4 years of waitting were something unbelivable. So much walking to hospitals, so many doctors, so many worrys. Problem was not only to be operated and you can hear. He needed to go on allergic test. He is allergic on some metals but thanks to God, he is not allergic on metals in Cochlear implant. After so much walking and visiting doctors, that day came. All family went to hospital. We were there for 16 hours until operation wasn`t finish. That 16 hours were something the hardest in our lifes. We didn`t know will operation be good, maybe something can start going wrong etc. But nothing was. Today my brother is 6 years old, for a month he is 7 and I`m 16 and half years old. I love him more then anyone. He is normal like every other kid, he can talk, he can listen, he can play games with other children...only one thing is that he has one small device on his head which helps him to listen our voice, sounds of nature etc. I hope he will be nice, smart and rich one day. I hope he would find wife. I hope that will not be problem because he can`t hear sounds like other but he is normal...He is not some monster. He just can`t hear without that device. I`m so happy with him and I will support him in everything.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

We have hard life - Part I

I decided that I will talk in this part of one big post about my life. I can tell you, my life is not easy. I can surly say that my life is hard. For 10 years only child. I always wanted to get 1 little brother. I always wanted to have someone which I can take care for. My mum got pregnant. And my wish came realize. 27th,December 2001. was that beautiful day. I was 10 years old, I woke up and saw that no one is in house. I called my dad on mobile phone and he told me that he is with mum in hospital and she`s getting ready to born. I was so happy that I forgot on school and I was late for 30 minutes in school. It was so funny. Everything was good at progeny. I got brother. He was so small, but so cute like baby. Now he is older and he is like a little devil haha, but let`s go on begin again. He was so cute that I was near to him whole day and night. I thought that nothing can make me sad now because I have now something which I always wanted...little brother...Now we are slowly coming on the hardest part. 10 months after...I was coming from school. My mother and father were on some ordinary examination. I was coming in our private yard and I saw my dad in garage. I saw that he is crying. First I got on my mind was...Something happend with my brother 100%...I was so amuck and I started to run into the house. When I came in I saw my mum totally crashed. She was crying like a little baby. I couldn`t raise my power to ask what`s going on. Mum looked me with soooo sad look and told me..."Your brother is deaf...Yes Dennis, your brother can`t hear us"...and she continued to cry...I will never forget that moment of totally peace. I couldn`t hear anything. I just went to his room where he sleept and that moment and looked him. I couldn`t bealive that it`s true...My brother is deaf...

Oh my god, this is my first post on new blog

Hey guys...and girls of course. My name is Dennis, I`m from Croatia. I`m only 16 years-old guy but I like blogging, marketing and other things on internet. It`s amusing how this world grows up every second. Every day some new technology, new scientific research...all new things. I really like him. Because of that I decided to make this blog and wrote every time I`ve some free minutes to spend here. Yesterday was friday, in my city Kutina, we are going out at that day. Also, yesterday was 17th birthday of my best frend and neighbour. We were drinking so much that we needed to go home as fast as possible. I was totally crashed. Also, It`s not nice because I smoked, but I stopped and I told to myself that I will not kill myself with smoking. Ah...I think that`s all for first time. I hope I will have a lot of readers. Bye bye!!

Dennis xx!